Gearheads of War

been pretty much summed up by everyone previously, but (not to downgrade you) you're young and will experience pain and heartache a few times.  I know I have and the thinking about it is the worst possible thing.  Just get out there do your thing hang with the boys game with the boys.  It will be hard at first but lil by lil you'll notice a few more laughs coming out and the random memories will not fade away but just not be in your face all the time.  Love is tough and its one thing that you can never be prepared for.  But hang in there one day some girl will sweep you off your feet like you've never felt and this girl will be something you learn from.  Dont be so hard on yourself with her reasoning you can see that she is gonna have a lot more pain than you will, not that that makes anything better.  Im just saying that if someone does that to you its not worth your time to worry about it, just have fun while your young cuz the years fly by! Keep your head up and if you ever wanna game and pistol whip the fuck out of me in frustration I'll be avail.